*JU$T M3*

"kaylah, karen and adam are here" john my brother yelled from downstairs. I thought to mysel, shit! i woke up late again.
"be right there give me like five minutes"i quickly threw on some jeans and an avenged sevenfold t-shirt then i ran downstairs.
"great the "thing" is up" said john
"shut up you asshole" i ran to karen and adam to give them hugs.
"bye dumbass" i yelled as i walked out the door karen and adam were laughing. on the way to school we were just talking about wat we think schools this year is going to be like. When we got our schedules it sucked cuz i only had two classes with each of them.
"bye"
"see u later"i yelled from across the hall when i walked into HomeRoom there were some preppy girls. then i went to go sit by a hot rod emo looking guy his name was brian haner jr. he looked at me then said "wats up" i stared at him for like a minute then i managed to say "hi".
during the remander of the three weeks we sat together in homeroom brian and i became friends. then he next day i decided to ask him if he waned to go to the movies with adam, karen, and i.
he said"ok"
so that is a yes then?
ya i guess"when i got out of the shower i was so excited i didn't think i had anything to wear. then after many clothes searches and tosses to the floor i decided to wear a short denim skirt and a black shirt. then my friends came to pick me up. as i got in the car brian just stared at me.
"wat"
"nothin you just look different"
" ok then lets go" moments passed akward stares but neither of us spoke until we arived at the movies. then when we got there we all decided to see a scary movie. karen and i were laughing cuz all the bitches in there were screaming, while we sat there and tired to watch the movie well i did look to my right alot to see adam and brian just sitting there talking, brian didn't look in my direction once. then after the movie was over we went for some pizza in the food court. i was sitting by brian and we were hitting it off pretty well as i tended to flirt more than i probably should have. after that we took brian home. during the way there, again in the car he just looked at me and this time smiles but doesn't say a word. minutes later i as home. then adam said still in the car
"he likes u he told me"
"whatever dont lie to me"
"im not, for real"
"ok whatever you say bye call me later"i said as i slammed the door shut...

hey this journal is for the people who care about me or just want to read wat i wrote and want to put thier opinion i thought i found some one i luv and could trust he loved me the same but then we got closer and we would talk every day to and now i guess i blew it with him i dont know how i blew it but he is starting to not talk to me when i try to talk to him he doesnt say anything i dont know wat it is so plez help me